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, 376 MABAME EECAMIER.
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— : » • ' ¦ I '.' Madame Recamiee's Retu...
will missing be there you at no Lyons longer . : On such Thursday is your I wish shall . foe Will in you Paris find , and nie you on
your return ? apparently you do not much care . ... I have written to Lyons and to Turinand again to Lyons . Pray put
merely to the score of my exactitude , what is prompted foy my regard : it is your habit to foe unjust . "
It must have been a stange experience to Madame Recamier , who had always inspired as much respect as affection , and had foeen
invariably treated with chivalrous homage , to read the fretful complaints and incessant reproaches of these letters ; and yet although
her peace was disturbed by them , her affection was not lessened . One or two letters of Chateaubriand's are specimens of the restand
, in spite of our having none of Madame Hecamier ' s own letters , we can well guess at their contents by his replies : —
" 1 am afraid my letter directed to Turin has not reached you because it was not prepaid . I am afraid too that you may
have passed through Turin and Florence , to which places I also wrote , so quickly that you had not time to ascertain you were
not forgotten . I hope my first letters will reach you at Rome with this one . Since your departure my work has increasedand in this
tiresome occupation I have only found a melancholy distraction , from the thought of your absence . I have not been near the Abbaye
once : I await your return , I am become a coward against grief , I am too old , and have suffered too much ; I make a pitiable struggle
with sorrow for the few years which remain to me . This wretched fragment of life is hardly worth the trouble I bestow on it . You
are at Rome—at Rome , which I loved so much , and where I would gladly have passed my life . Should I still be pleased with it ? Tell
me what have been your feelings ? "What you have felt , I also should have felt . As for youso for me would Rome have lost or
retained its interest and its charm , . How unfortunate to sympathize so entirely together , and to be separated by 500 leagues .
" Time goes on , but not fast enough ; I count the days yet to pass as if I were still twenty . When I see the good Due de
Doudeauville I speak of you directly . He is the only person I see who knows youfor I never meet with Matthieu . I used not to like
, the duke much , but he speaks of you so well , and with such heartfelt enthusiasm , that you have made me like him .
"I got your note from Chambery ; it hurt me cruelly , the * Monsieur' ' froze me , you will allow I have not deserved it .
" Ever yours . _" " ParisJan . 281824 .
, , " You speak of my triumphs and of my forgetfumess ; believe neither in the one nor in the other . If political success mixed with
labors which kill me are triumphs , if losing the remainder of life in occupations contrary to _one's tastecan make one forget the
attachments and the charms of another , kind of existence , at all
events , it is the fact that neither successes nor occupations have '
, 376 Mabame Eecamier.
, 376 MABAME EECAMIER .
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English Woman’s Journal (1858-1864), Feb. 1, 1861, page 376, in the Nineteenth-Century Serials Edition (2008; 2018) ncse.ac.uk/periodicals/ewj/issues/ewj_01021861/page/16/
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